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||Your eyes smother all hopelessness..

I'm supposed to be studying for this exam tomorrow and as usual, I don't feel like it. So I thought I'd take a break from surfing Tumblr for Delena images and write for a change. Then again, I often don't have anything to write on when I put my mind to it. Therefore scribbling an abstract. :/

The first thing I notice about anyone I meet is their eyes. And I love blue eyes. And chocolate brown. :P

So anyway, here goes..



I saw you standing at a distance and recognised you from your eyes, the way they crinkle up when you smile. If there's one thing about you I'd never like to change, it would be your eyes. One look and I'm assured that everything is going to be fine, one look and I'm assured I'll always have you by my side. Your eyes give away your secrets, let me know what you hide deep inside. I love the way your eyes seem to melt when you look at me. Your eyes tell me things I shouldn't believe in, things too good to be true. Sometimes, when I avert my gaze, know that I'm just scared, scared that it will all vanish into thin air, scared to believe all that your eyes tell me. Because when I look in your eyes, all my doubts seem to disappear, but so do my senses. I want to be the only one your eyes look for, I hope that's not too much to ask.

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